January 2010
21 posts
A persons mind..
Its funny how many emotions one person could have at a time. Its also crazy how the human mind works and how emotions work and if somethings wrong in your life there’s a reason to it or there could be more deeper problems from the past that cause your problems now, just everything about your mind that causes and triggers all of these emotions and images and ahhh. people who help people solve...
Jan 29th
Jan 29th
sad lifes!
So just heard a really sad story. Its fucked up to hear of someones parents beating you or something, just make you wonder, what the FUCKS wrong with you. In a moms perspective you would think that she’d be thinking that she would never hit her child because, well I mean I,m no girl but its kind of obvious it hurts when giving birth, so why would you beat up an wreck the face of something...
Jan 28th
Future....
When i think of my future I’m starting to think that it might not be so successful. I want to believe it will be, and maybe believing that everything is gonna be alright is whats really blocking the reality that it might not be. From this point on I feel like no matter how hard I try, its gonna go downwards a hill of failure. I mean i don’t even know what i want for college, my main...
Jan 28th
I Feel Like A Douchebag...
eddywardg: I’m so glad I met every one through the band, I have friends I can talk to, about subjects that actually interest me, Friends that I can laugh with, about every single little thing. I love these guys already.No Joke. But I feel like an asshole, because I’m not missing the old “krew”. I spent a year of my life with these guys, And I don’t miss them in the least. That makes me a...
Jan 25th
I miss the days...
i miss the days when i would chill with friends every weekend, shit almost everyday, and every sec. would be amazing. even if we would do nothing but chill and sit on the side walk it was always a good time. I always loved the weekend nights when we would skate, then get some drinks get faded and kick it and talk about shit or go on crazy ass adventures, or we would hit some parties. I miss that...
Jan 24th
Jan 22nd
““If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don’t even...”
Jan 22nd
this weather...
this weather is crazy, i know everybody’s been saying that but its really true. I hate this weather but at the same time i can’t help but like it. i really only ike the rainy part of it not so much the death gusting wind that could blow a fucking house down mixed in with the tremendous thunder that blocks out every sound besides itself. when it was just raining it seemed like a great...
Jan 22nd
SD music scene..
eddywardg: dangerprod: i thought this would be a good thing to write about since its always talked about and I’m always thinking about it as well. I hate the fact that SD, or the area I we live in anyways, is filled up with nothing but hardcore heavy metal beats. Now not to say that its horrible music because honestly music is music its a persons artistic expression and if it really was bad...
Jan 21st
SD music scene..
i thought this would be a good thing to write about since its always talked about and I’m always thinking about it as well. I hate the fact that SD, or the area I we live in anyways, is filled up with nothing but hardcore heavy metal beats. Now not to say that its horrible music because honestly music is music its a persons artistic expression and if it really was bad not even the people who...
Jan 21st
Jan 20th
Realizations...
I realize that i should actually try and challenge myself instead of taking the easy way out. Even if there’s an option of getting out of school early, I’m not even really gonna learn anything unless i rely on myself to study the work i do without teachers talking about it first. In a way I kinda like the the little lectures teachers give because in the end you actually learn something...
Jan 20th
1st Day Back In Regular School...
eddywardg: And It Was A Train Wreck… During my stint in Learning Center, I felt surrounded by complete morons, who REALLY had no aspirations in life. I was told to do work, I found offensive. I’m a God Damn Junior in HIGH SCHOOL, I know what the fuck an adjective and a noun is.And I know how to make a complete sentence. But In there, I also flourished, I taught myself to actually investigate,...
Jan 20th
how much of a dick my dad is..
hahah i just started remembering about this and so funny and fucked up at the same time i decided to write about it. so if anyone remembers a lady couple months ago or so who was gonna commit suicide off of a bridge in the morning. held up traffic for people going to work and what not. well turns out my anger problemed dad just so happened to be in that traffic. He was waiting for so long already...
Jan 13th
we remain the sea.
signs on the coastline 2 stuck in my head (; keep up th good shiit fellas (: tony keep shredden ;D
Jan 11th
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Jan 9th
my bands show.
Ration dropped $: BUT COME OUT AND CHILL WITH; - The Ghost We Are - Weaker Than None - If Tomorrow Never Comes - Comes The Horsemen - Thy Kingdom Come - Days of Struggle 5 bilss$$$ come say whats up, we be the ghosts we are come shout our name! (;
Jan 8th
Listenthis song made me smile all day! danger radio is...
Jan 8th
boring day
today was a veryy boring day haha :p till then end i got really hyper! (:
Jan 8th